Don't act like you cared

Hey love ,

Yeah . Today I didn't go to school . I didn't tell my mom about it . My mom found out . Some bitch told her . then she called my dad. Dad called me , lecture this and that . I just end the call just like that cause I already started crying . Dad called me again and again but i end it . Then he sent me a voice mail . He said that I'm rude , just watch your back . I'm coming for you .

Before the voice mail even ended , I threw the phone away . And start crying out loud . I sent him a text . I said that I hated him , I said that he new cared about me . He only cared about my sisters . And the worst part is , I remembered 5 years back , on my birthday , He REMARRIED.

He can't even remembers his daughter's birthday ! I'm so pissed of . I told him that the day he remarried is my birthday and guess what he answered ? "oh really ?" . OH REALLY ? That's it ? GOD . And let me tell you something , I never heard him wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY . Do'es that show's that he cared about me ? NO RIGHT ?

And oh , I made this board of family . On the board i've pasted photos of me when i was a baby . Him holding me . Him hugging my mother . And all the stuffs . Guess what I did ? I was so mad so i ripped the photos all the photos that have him in it . Well dad , do you think about us when you remarried ? no right ? You didn't even ask our oppinion . The next thing we knew is that you remarried already . And i hate the word 'sabar' coming out from your mouth . I can't wait anymore . Dad let me tell you what , call me rude . Call me anything . I don't care anymore .And don't bother to ask about me anymore okay ? Cause I HATE YOU

Oh rain , come again please ?

Hey loves ,

Today it was so awesoooome :D I didn't go to school today and so does Aina and Misha . Aina and I were at the Koptiam 333 with Izaaz while waiting for Misha . Then Misha came and Khai was ehind her . She was in he school uniform . She's late for school so she decided to join us . HAHA .

I warned Izaaz not to invite Ifwat ove but yeah , he did . So like we end up at Summit . When it's like time to head back home , it was raining heavily then it's like yessssla -.- We are rushing and it's raining -.-

We actually planned to head back home with bus or cab but we end up walking . It was AWESOMEEE :D We were running and all . Then due to my cough and sakit kat perut , I can't actually run so I was technicly left behind but they always wait for me or Misha will run back to me and hold my hand and run . I know right ? I'ts like awwwwwwwwwww . HAHA . And ouh ! Izaaz looks freaking hot in the rain! AHHA okay then . I guess thats all . Bye :)

I'm being a bitch right ?

Hello people : )

So today I went to school and managed to face the Jay Jay teacher . *sigh . Then my ex , Dyn keep staring at me from the canteen . I was sitting by the window so like yeah . When I looked down at the canteen I was like fucked cause Dyn was looking at me then his friends pun looking at me . It's so disturbing . Then when recess time , he was still at the canteen -.-

I just said hye to Ifwat and chatted with Izaaz . And ouh , did I mention that Izaaz has a crush on Aina ? HAHAH . And because of that , I get to ugut him . haha . And also on PJK time , I didnt went for PJK cause I was having headache and I can't run and stuff sue to my werd cough . I will get tired easily and I will start to cough so badly .

Okay so on PJK time I hang out with Izaaz and while we are chatting , Izaaz said "Dia dah datang dah *with a smile " so I looked behind and Dyn was walking with one dude . They came at me -.-

Then I had to chat with Dyn . He was following me around you know . Then just now , he texted me . He said he wants me back and stuffs so like OMG . I told Izaaz , Azu , Aina and Ifwat about it and shutup . I know I told many people about it . But so what ? I needed some advises -.-

I did replied his text . I said to him to give me some time to think about it and he replied please , i really want you back . Then i was being mean so I replied , Can't you understand ? I need some time to think ! He didnt reply after that . Am i being so mean ? OMG . Okay now , I'll post some more later . Bye : D

Goodnight Kiss :)

Liesa Mazlan says (11:38 PM):
*cicakkk
*haha
*asal on balik ?
Izaaz says (11:38 PM):
*saje haha
Izaaz says (11:39 PM):
*bontot tol , asl x reply
Liesa Mazlan says (11:39 PM):
*i kat bawah ala
**la
Izaaz says (11:39 PM):
*o.o
Liesa Mazlan says (11:39 PM):
*gali kubur
Izaaz says (11:39 PM):
*bagus2
Liesa Mazlan says (11:39 PM):
*kucing i mati beranak
Izaaz says (11:39 PM):
*maju sikit
*-,-
Liesa Mazlan says (11:39 PM):
*then anak dia nak suvive macam mana takde susu
*then mati la
Izaaz says (11:39 PM):
*pastu ape u buat kat anak die
*on same day?
Liesa Mazlan says (11:40 PM):
*mak dia mati semalam
*anak dia mati today
Izaaz says (11:40 PM):
*bapak die?
Liesa Mazlan says (11:40 PM):
*sumpah kesian do kat mak dia
*bapak jgn ckp la wei
*da pergi tabur sperm dia kat kucing lain la pulajk
**pulak
Izaaz says (11:41 PM):
*haha
*tu la xpandai jaga
*ilang virgin
*haha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:41 PM):
*i pulak ?
*tu bukan kucing i
*kucing i kalau dia pergi menggatal mmg tak makan la dia satu hari
Liesa Mazlan says (11:42 PM):
*i tak bagi makan
*haha
Izaaz says (11:42 PM):
*mcm u tau je . ngek tul
*haha
*u g sekolah die buat projek
Liesa Mazlan says (11:42 PM):
*haha
*tah la
*mampos la dia
*dah nama pun binatang
Izaaz says (11:42 PM):
*tau xpe
*pandai2 hahaha
Izaaz says (11:43 PM):
*ni xtido lg?
Liesa Mazlan says (11:43 PM):
*takkk
*haha
*awal lagi bhai
Izaaz says (11:43 PM):
*ek eleh .
*die pegi petang bleh ar
*next year tengok ar
Liesa Mazlan says (11:43 PM):
*ahahah a
*bluekk
Izaaz says (11:44 PM):
*try tido kul 4 bgun kul 6
*mamposs
Liesa Mazlan says (11:44 PM):
*lek je
Izaaz says (11:44 PM):
*xtry belum tau kecik oiii hahaha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:44 PM):
*mase i skola rendah , i tido kul 5 bgun kul 5.30 okay je
*hhaha
Izaaz says (11:44 PM):
*pastu kat sekolah buat pe?
Liesa Mazlan says (11:44 PM):
*lepak
*haha
Izaaz says (11:44 PM):
*x tido?
Liesa Mazlan says (11:45 PM):
*tak
Izaaz says (11:45 PM):
*bangang tau tipu je
*30 min tido x ngantuk
Liesa Mazlan says (11:45 PM):
*ya allah
*mana ada tipu
*haha
Izaaz says (11:45 PM):
*manusia ade limit
*ngok
Liesa Mazlan says (11:45 PM):
*sebab
*i dah tido dah before that
Izaaz says (11:45 PM):
*tu lain cite la
Liesa Mazlan says (11:45 PM):
*then i bangun kul 1
*HAHAH
Izaaz says (11:45 PM):
*cite taik je
Liesa Mazlan says (11:45 PM):
*HAHHAHAH
Izaaz says (11:45 PM):
*o.o haha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:46 PM):
*perangai you sama je cam cicak
*tau tak siapa cicak ?
Izaaz says (11:46 PM):
*xtau
*u la cicakgirl
*sepadan x? haha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:46 PM):
*haha
*kiamk
**kimak
Liesa Mazlan says (11:47 PM):
*cicak tu ifwat laa
Izaaz says (11:47 PM):
*haha
*-.-
*i n gan die x same okek?
*benggong
Liesa Mazlan says (11:47 PM):
*haha
*sama je i tgk
*hah a
*dyn tu stalker you tau tak
Izaaz says (11:47 PM):
*lantak u ar. cicakgirl
*lol?
Liesa Mazlan says (11:47 PM):
*urghhhh
Izaaz says (11:47 PM):
*stalker kat sape?
Liesa Mazlan says (11:47 PM):
*i la -.-
Izaaz says (11:48 PM):
*=/=
Liesa Mazlan says (11:48 PM):
*dia sendiri cakap kat i yang dia asyik pandang i dari atas
Izaaz says (11:48 PM):
*pe die buat
*makne die rindu la
*adess
Liesa Mazlan says (11:48 PM):
*and mana i pergi mesti ada dia -.-
*haha
*and and
Izaaz says (11:48 PM):
*tu lain cite , ter serempak haha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:48 PM):
*dia cakap dia rindu i la
*diastill suka i la
*sayang i la suma
*whatever la
Izaaz says (11:49 PM):
*0.o
*ni dh pedas
Liesa Mazlan says (11:49 PM):
*i knw kan ?
*haha
Izaaz says (11:49 PM):
*u x ske die dh?
Liesa Mazlan says (11:49 PM):
*tak
*i mean tah
*i pun tak tau
Izaaz says (11:49 PM):
*u tgk die u anggap die cam ne?
*normal person?
Liesa Mazlan says (11:50 PM):
*yeha
**yeah
*ya allah
*i pun tak tau la wei
*esok you pergi sekolah
*and izwan kan
Izaaz says (11:50 PM):
*=.=
Liesa Mazlan says (11:50 PM):
*dari belakang sumpah nmpak cam you
Izaaz says (11:51 PM):
*=.=
Liesa Mazlan says (11:51 PM):
*but pendek version
Izaaz says (11:51 PM):
*dh tu adek i
*memang ar
Liesa Mazlan says (11:51 PM):
*HAHAH
Izaaz says (11:51 PM):
*tapi tinggi dri u
Liesa Mazlan says (11:51 PM):
*mmg la -.-
Izaaz says (11:51 PM):
*hahaha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:51 PM):
*urghhh
*i tau la i pendek
*diam la
Izaaz says (11:51 PM):
*haha
*bagus2
*u ade borak ngan adek i?
Liesa Mazlan says (11:52 PM):
*taaaaak
*dah lama plak tak cakap ngan dia 0o
**0.o
Izaaz says (11:52 PM):
*o.o
*mmg x kawan x buat pe
*ngok
Liesa Mazlan says (11:52 PM):
*tak
Liesa Mazlan says (11:53 PM):
*dulu i kawan rapat kut ngan dia
*wait
*ye ke ?
*haha
*i pun dah lupa
*yang i ingat
*dulu dia pindah sekolah
Izaaz says (11:53 PM):
*lol
Liesa Mazlan says (11:53 PM):
*then dia masuk balik sk usj 12
Izaaz says (11:53 PM):
*kawan sekolah rendah>
*?
Liesa Mazlan says (11:53 PM):
*yeap !
Izaaz says (11:53 PM):
*die pandai kan?
*haha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:53 PM):
*from standard 1 plak
Izaaz says (11:53 PM):
*ingt lagi die jadi pelajar cemerlang
Liesa Mazlan says (11:54 PM):
*HAHAHA
*aah
*dia budak pandai plak last time
Izaaz says (11:54 PM):
*haha skang pun xde beaz
*beza
Liesa Mazlan says (11:54 PM):
*haha
*ye err ?
*abg dia je benggong
Izaaz says (11:54 PM):
*babi
Liesa Mazlan says (11:54 PM):
*HAHAH A
Izaaz says (11:54 PM):
*die lagi bangang
Liesa Mazlan says (11:54 PM):
*ahhah
Izaaz says (11:54 PM):
*kecik betul
*o.o
Liesa Mazlan says (11:55 PM):
*huh ?
*kecik ?
*whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat ?
Izaaz says (11:55 PM):
*haha
*xyh tau pun xpe haha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:55 PM):
*haha
*izaaz , you crack eh ?
*HAHAHHA
Izaaz says (11:55 PM):
*crack ? pe lan ciao tu
Liesa Mazlan says (11:55 PM):
*hahah
*nothing la
Izaaz says (11:56 PM):
*u la gila
*haha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:56 PM):
*cam , you high eh ?
Izaaz says (11:56 PM):
*itu u haha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:56 PM):
*4/7
**24/7
Izaaz says (11:56 PM):
*aina ngan si qyum tu bape lame couple? haha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:57 PM):
*haha
*dari last year -.-
*dorang on off on off la
Izaaz says (11:57 PM):
*bagus la tu dh nk patah jek
*i bleh join in ar
*haha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:57 PM):
*haha
*yazz nak campak mana ?
Izaaz says (11:57 PM):
*bile mase ak ngan yazz
*bodo
*-.-
Izaaz says (11:58 PM):
*kawan sudeh
*aina comel ~ tgk ari tu kat bday pt sweet giler
*haha
Liesa Mazlan says (11:58 PM):
*aina si lemak babi tu mmg comel
*muka dia cuci dgn lemak babi
Izaaz says (11:58 PM):
*haha ko yg lemak ar
Izaaz says (11:59 PM):
*jealous ko
Liesa Mazlan says (11:59 PM):
*HAHHA
*kimaaak
*tapi aina tu malu2 do kalau ngan lelaki
Izaaz says (11:59 PM):
*aina suke abg die x? si imran tu
Liesa Mazlan says (11:59 PM):
*HAHAHAH
Izaaz says (11:59 PM):
*ak tau , dh nmpk sgt time party
Liesa Mazlan says (11:59 PM):
*imran
Izaaz says (11:59 PM):
*imran tu la ngok
Liesa Mazlan says (11:59 PM):
*tbe2 keluar aku -.-
Izaaz says (11:59 PM):
*haha
Izaaz says (12:00 AM):
*saje nk tanye
Liesa Mazlan says (12:00 AM):
*haha
Izaaz says (12:00 AM):
*ko kenal abg die?
Liesa Mazlan says (12:00 AM):
*imran ?
*tah
*okay jee aina ngan dia
Izaaz says (12:00 AM):
*form 5
*saje nk tau adek beradek tapi perangai off giler
Liesa Mazlan says (12:00 AM):
*tau la
*nerd tu kan ?
Izaaz says (12:00 AM):
*haha
*bagus ko pandai
*suke pakai topi
*=.=
Liesa Mazlan says (12:00 AM):
*HAHAH
*ye err ?
Izaaz says (12:01 AM):
*dlm tution last year die pakai topi
*camne die tgk whiteboard ak xtau
*sial je
Liesa Mazlan says (12:01 AM):
*bapak la bodoh -.-
Izaaz says (12:01 AM):
*haha
*ni ak print screen ni tunjuk kat aina
Liesa Mazlan says (12:01 AM):
*AHHAHAH
*dia akan gelak je
*serious
Izaaz says (12:01 AM):
*makne nye die xske sgt la abg die tu kan?
Liesa Mazlan says (12:02 AM):
*haha
*tah
Izaaz says (12:02 AM):
*abg semacam je
Liesa Mazlan says (12:02 AM):
*dia tak kesah la orang ejek abg dia
Izaaz says (12:02 AM):
*bodo sial ak terkejut dgr aina adek die
*tgk ar ak , famous , adek pun famous ahha!
Liesa Mazlan says (12:02 AM):
*tapi abg dia yang first hot plak !
Izaaz says (12:02 AM):
*ye ke?
*nk tgk gambar abg first die
Liesa Mazlan says (12:02 AM):
*aah
*dulu abg dia cam imran la
Izaaz says (12:02 AM):
*mane eh
*zz
Liesa Mazlan says (12:02 AM):
*nerd nak mati
Izaaz says (12:03 AM):
*imran muke mmg nerd sial
*xleh ubah
Liesa Mazlan says (12:03 AM):
*skali dah transformers jadi hot
*HAHAHHA
Izaaz says (12:03 AM):
*imran > boleh ke? care die ckp semacam je
*takut i dgr
*haha
Liesa Mazlan says (12:03 AM):
*hahahah
*tah la imran tu
*macam takde harapan je
Izaaz says (12:04 AM):
*adek hot nk mati , abg down down down down
Liesa Mazlan says (12:04 AM):
*dia tu budak geek
*asyik ngan laptop je
*ataupun xbox
Izaaz says (12:04 AM):
*=.=
*ak ngan adek ak ?
*cool kan
*haha
Liesa Mazlan says (12:04 AM):
*haha
*izwan dulu nerd plak
Izaaz says (12:04 AM):
*sape ajar adek ak tu > ni arr ni arr Boss
Liesa Mazlan says (12:04 AM):
*haha
*HAHAHHAHAHA
*pergi mati la
Izaaz says (12:04 AM):
*mane de , die form 1 dh ak ajar brotherr
Liesa Mazlan says (12:04 AM):
*ye la
Izaaz says (12:05 AM):
*haha
Liesa Mazlan says (12:05 AM):
*dah masuk form 1 dia da tuka
Izaaz says (12:05 AM):
*upsr mane bleh kasi social
Liesa Mazlan says (12:05 AM):
*HAHAHAHAHH
Izaaz says (12:05 AM):
*x bgus
Liesa Mazlan says (12:05 AM):
*yazz tgh flirt ngan adik you kan ?
Izaaz says (12:05 AM):
*tapi abg die tough ~
*mane de
*adek ak kt bwh ak halau dr comp
Liesa Mazlan says (12:05 AM):
*PERGI MAMPOS LA WEI
Izaaz says (12:05 AM):
*compueter
Liesa Mazlan says (12:05 AM):
*HAHAHA
Izaaz says (12:05 AM):
*haha
Liesa Mazlan says (12:06 AM):
*eja computer pun tak lepas
*IZAAZ BODOH :P
Liesa Mazlan says (12:11 AM):
*?
*
You have just sent a nudge.
*
Izaaz says (12:12 AM):
*tido
*goodnite haha
Liesa Mazlan says (12:12 AM):
*boodoh
*okay
*goooooooooodnight

Hello people :D
Yeah , that's my conversation between me and Izaaz . Stupid guy . Wei Izwan , abang kau ni bangang sial . AHHAH . And to you , Aina , i'm sorry pasal abang you tu . HAHAH . Okay i'm just being mean . I better stop now . Bye :DD

I wished you could be mine :(

Hey there :D

This song really describes on what he said to me . I guess i'm not the old me anymore . The one that always happy , laugh . But now , i'm not . I'm always be by myself , doodle alone . cry out of the sudden .

I told Aina about this and yeah she kinda cheer me up . ouh wait , yeah maybe she did . Okay , actually I don't really have the mood to blog so yeah . I will end my post with the song's lyrics . bye :)

Hey Love, don't look so down.I'm sure in time you'll findwhat you've been longing for.Hey love what's with the long facesI know you're probably feeling jaded.Like love had faded away.Don't think for a second that you have anything to do with it.So keep your eyes off the hands of the clockDon't be so quick to fall in love.Cause girl you're one of a kind no worries (don't you worry)cause your dreams will soon be reality.Hey you, I know it's been quite rough but your luck will eventually change. And you will love again.Oh darling, don't let it get you downcause somewhere around your true love will come around

You seem like Mr Perfect

Hey there :')
Yeah , I really want to be with you right now :'(
You know how I felt about you . I really really liked you . If you say that you need time to know me better then I guess I have to deal with it than rather not having you at all right ? Call me desperate or whatever . I did tried to move on . But things don't actually work out between me and him cause I love you not him . Hey , I can't force my heart to love someone else . I tried to . But I just can't . Okay fine , you want me to wait , I will wait for you . Take your time , I will be right here waiting for you cause just so you know , my heart is already with you . I just loved you so much , H :'(

I really want to be with you :'(

Things Don't Work Out .

Hey peeps :D
So things between me and him don't work out how it was supposed to be . We broke up . Let's just say I like someone else . And only my dear friend Tessa and Azu knows about what is going up between me and the new guy . So guys , please keep it to your self okay ?
Yesterday school was okay . Pn . Nita thought i was literally dead cause i did'nt go to school for quite a long time . Well i was sick ! What do you expect ? I just survived from fever . thats all -.-
Last night i texted with new guy and stuffs and out of sudden an unwanted text received from Dyn . He asked me weather I'm still mad at him and stuffs . I just replied -.- . Does that made me a meanie ? HAHAH .
Well obviously I dont meant what i said about him in the last post . (ouh wait , i am a meanie :D)
And my blog is soooooo dead right now due to my suckish internet connections and my lazyness to blog . So I think thats all for now , bye :D