Don't act like you cared

Hey love ,

Yeah . Today I didn't go to school . I didn't tell my mom about it . My mom found out . Some bitch told her . then she called my dad. Dad called me , lecture this and that . I just end the call just like that cause I already started crying . Dad called me again and again but i end it . Then he sent me a voice mail . He said that I'm rude , just watch your back . I'm coming for you .

Before the voice mail even ended , I threw the phone away . And start crying out loud . I sent him a text . I said that I hated him , I said that he new cared about me . He only cared about my sisters . And the worst part is , I remembered 5 years back , on my birthday , He REMARRIED.

He can't even remembers his daughter's birthday ! I'm so pissed of . I told him that the day he remarried is my birthday and guess what he answered ? "oh really ?" . OH REALLY ? That's it ? GOD . And let me tell you something , I never heard him wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY . Do'es that show's that he cared about me ? NO RIGHT ?

And oh , I made this board of family . On the board i've pasted photos of me when i was a baby . Him holding me . Him hugging my mother . And all the stuffs . Guess what I did ? I was so mad so i ripped the photos all the photos that have him in it . Well dad , do you think about us when you remarried ? no right ? You didn't even ask our oppinion . The next thing we knew is that you remarried already . And i hate the word 'sabar' coming out from your mouth . I can't wait anymore . Dad let me tell you what , call me rude . Call me anything . I don't care anymore .And don't bother to ask about me anymore okay ? Cause I HATE YOU

Oh rain , come again please ?

Hey loves ,

Today it was so awesoooome :D I didn't go to school today and so does Aina and Misha . Aina and I were at the Koptiam 333 with Izaaz while waiting for Misha . Then Misha came and Khai was ehind her . She was in he school uniform . She's late for school so she decided to join us . HAHA .

I warned Izaaz not to invite Ifwat ove but yeah , he did . So like we end up at Summit . When it's like time to head back home , it was raining heavily then it's like yessssla -.- We are rushing and it's raining -.-

We actually planned to head back home with bus or cab but we end up walking . It was AWESOMEEE :D We were running and all . Then due to my cough and sakit kat perut , I can't actually run so I was technicly left behind but they always wait for me or Misha will run back to me and hold my hand and run . I know right ? I'ts like awwwwwwwwwww . HAHA . And ouh ! Izaaz looks freaking hot in the rain! AHHA okay then . I guess thats all . Bye :)

I'm being a bitch right ?

Hello people : )

So today I went to school and managed to face the Jay Jay teacher . *sigh . Then my ex , Dyn keep staring at me from the canteen . I was sitting by the window so like yeah . When I looked down at the canteen I was like fucked cause Dyn was looking at me then his friends pun looking at me . It's so disturbing . Then when recess time , he was still at the canteen -.-

I just said hye to Ifwat and chatted with Izaaz . And ouh , did I mention that Izaaz has a crush on Aina ? HAHAH . And because of that , I get to ugut him . haha . And also on PJK time , I didnt went for PJK cause I was having headache and I can't run and stuff sue to my werd cough . I will get tired easily and I will start to cough so badly .

Okay so on PJK time I hang out with Izaaz and while we are chatting , Izaaz said "Dia dah datang dah *with a smile " so I looked behind and Dyn was walking with one dude . They came at me -.-

Then I had to chat with Dyn . He was following me around you know . Then just now , he texted me . He said he wants me back and stuffs so like OMG . I told Izaaz , Azu , Aina and Ifwat about it and shutup . I know I told many people about it . But so what ? I needed some advises -.-

I did replied his text . I said to him to give me some time to think about it and he replied please , i really want you back . Then i was being mean so I replied , Can't you understand ? I need some time to think ! He didnt reply after that . Am i being so mean ? OMG . Okay now , I'll post some more later . Bye : D